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Saturday, November 29, 2008

I already saw this scenario.

I always know what you wanted and needed. I can read you just like the scenes presented in good and bad news. And I just want you to say it out yourself.

I can change this situation for the better like I said I would, and I know how;- but I don't want to anymore.

Show me an elusive side of you, I don't want a typical girl.

You're too easy to understand, influence and even control, and I'm the only "once-a-pixel" guy that can do that. Silly you.

I'll give you the adult treatment from now on. Mature up, don't be a small girl anymore. (:

Mada Mada Dane.

~ { 5:26 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

I couldn't accept the fact that a pixel guy changed your decision so much.
You'd probably say that isn't the reason, but it doesn't matter anymore.
2 parts of Derrick. You'll never get to see the other 5 parts.

~ { 1:19 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Just came back from Baby's house.

Her house have 2 dogs, lots of soft toys, so.. I breathed like mad. I got asthma mah!

That's why snore so loud and she couldn't sleep. LOL.

Left lots of tatoos around. *evil grin*

And my charger is still @ her house. 

~ { 8:27 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Some classmates backstabbed me and that's why my grades have been biasly graded as well.

I suppose since this is the case, then I'd probably not do anything anymore.



~ { 12:18 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Tortoise is so sweet to me. No idea how she found me but lucky she did, and her concern really made me feel so much better. (:


Baby was late.  *ROAR*
But her presence also improved my mood a lot.


PS: That 'tatoo' look super sexy. 

~ { 12:02 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Monday, November 17, 2008

And kor kor Sherman said "take deep breaths & think about something u love...& tell urself, aft all, I'm still human..."

~ { 3:51 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

I edited this post and delete what I wrote previously.

I need to calm down. My mind is in a whirl. Words like "!#@#!@" and "%^$&*^" and "c***b**" and "f***", are filling my mind.

These are the steps I've chose to calm down myself down:


1. Explain my feelings in a well-mannered and amicable way.

2. Edit the previous post and replace it with this one.

3. Ask kor kor Sherman how I can calm myself down.



But I'm still feeling very much overwhelmed by anger!



-CENSORED-



*toot*

*toot toot toot*

*toot toot toot toot TOOOT*



~ { 3:28 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Just when I'm feeling bored, little Asteria messaged me. She couldn't get to sleep, so I've been entertaining her, disturbing her, teasing her.  SMS + chatting on phone, nice mix.  :D

Lucky me, I get some company while attending to this humongous amount of datas.

Apparently, after a long while, she still can't sleep but I decided to hang up, save the minutes for another time and let her get sufficient rest for her camp tomorrow.

Good luck with the skit sweetie.

~ { 1:58 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Bad headache, lousy mood.

Keep quiet and continue ignoring.

~ { 12:41 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Wednesday, November 12, 2008



Everything is totally sweet.



~ { 11:23 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


















I love this fat bony bolster.















~ { 6:58 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Taggy Replies:

Hamster (Mei) - Relinked!

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Today suck.

Boring class with fuck-ed up backstabbers. 




Score full 'A's, and they'll make sure they pull your grades down. Bitches.

If you're like gonna get jealous, then don't ask in the first place.
You don't have my brains, then too bad!

~ { 3:26 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Monday, November 10, 2008

I left class to go Suntec. Hang out for a bit, played some arcade then headed to Ang Mo Kio hub. Happen to met Stone on the way, so we went to Ichiban Sushi to fill my tummy and catch Lakeview Terrace. Pretty interesting yet boring movie.

Average I guess.

~ { 11:59 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Whee. Just came back from Jazz Piano Concert. Lydia was supposed to come with me but got locked up somewhere so J came instead cos Jacelyn slept like a PIG!

Lots of amateur performing there but still pretty nice in overall. Just simply not jazzy enough, kinda disappointed.

Somehow I felt like lots of my friends were around. Well, I saw a few, but I didn't bother to say 'hi'. Too tired to move my pipi.

J dragged me to Park Lane and there I saw Sharon, the baobei girl and Priscilla. J had a game with Pris and I bought some drinks.

After the game, we went to this Japanese comic shop, then Cathay, then to the bus stop. I accompanied him for awhile and eventually headed for the train where I met Sharon & Pris again. Small world.

I wouldn't even have recognized them if J didn't told me to take a closer look at those crazy waving girls. -.-"

Like lots of peopel waved at me today, and I seem to know them but I couldn't recognize them so I simply ignored. Evil me. (: 

I found out Raspberry Vodka sucks. Maybe because it hasn't accumulated sufficient years to bring out the real aromatic flavour of it.

~ { 11:41 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .

I overslept, and I rushed a cab down to band. 

$ flew away ~ 

Rehearsal was okay, I played much better than usual but I didn't really have much motivation to play on because, not a single Bartley senior came to support me. Pretty demoralizing.

I guess baby made up for it by coming down for the performance, thanks love. Your presence meant a lot.

Concert was okay, except I started to feel the strain from over playing during Rehearsal. My mood got dampened just before we were suppose to return on stage. 

1. Eugene spoke to me in this fucked up tone "can't play, don't play", and I've been playing correctly for ages. I just happened to made that mistake out of an incidental spur. I wouldn't have minded if he didn't gave me that fucked up tone.

2. Eugene told me off for blowing warm air into my instrument. Guess the reason? He wanted to talk. FUCKER. Anyone in band would know that it is pure common sense to keep your instrument warm so it wouldn't affect your sound, and Eugene just had to make a big fuss out of it. Moments later, he blew warm air into HIS instrument, and he didn't comment a single thing about his own actions! Contradicting bastard.

Okay, so this concert turned out fine, I managed to survive till the end. Sad thing was, I didn't even manage to get 70 people to come for this concert. How pathetic.

After dismissal, I rushed to Causeway Point to meet Wilbur for my Jazz Piano concert tickets and took another cab home. 

$ fly away again ~

No tonning today.

~ { 2:10 AM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .